Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Love Life

Apparently someone does love me! ;) This post is to let anyone reading this- and myself!- that I am okay. I've said this before and I must need to say it again: i love my life! Yes, it is hard sometimes but that's when I need to remember that my Heavenly Father sent me here to learn and to grow and that He wants me to return to Him. He didn't intend for it to be easy. He's watching over me and I do not want Him see me wasting it away moping and pouting and feeling sorry for myself.
I am a precious daughter of a Heavenly King. I am special in His eyes and He loves me. Just like so many other people.
Teenage break-ups, loss of a best friend, etc. It happens. But this part of my life is going to pass by in the blink of an eye. I can't waste it. I need to treasure it and "Enjoy my youth!"
Wow! The perfect song just came on. "Love Life" by He Is We.
Lalalalalalala
Love Life, what’s that?
Lalalalalalala
Love Life, what’s that?

Hush now.
Quiet down.
Can you hear my heart racing?
Falling to my knees cause I’ve been a chasing a lie. (a lie)
Love life
I don’t know what I was thinking, dipped my toes in, now I’m sinking
I guess it hurts a bit but I’m over it now.

Heartaches and mistakes,
how many hits can a good girl take.
I’m tired of hurting, slowly learning
Irate you’re too late.
Look at the mess that you’ve created
First date to slight hate
Love life
What’s that?

Lalalalalalalalala Love Life
What’s that?
Lalalalalalalalala Love Life
What’s that?

I tried, yes I tried.
But it takes two to make it
I’m obsessed and you can’t fake it
Denied
Deep inside
I wanna break your heart too
Lead you on and up to drop you.
I guess it hurts a bit but I’m over it now.

Heartaches and mistakes, how many hits can a good girl take.
I’m tired of hurting, slowly learning
Irate you’re too late,
Look at the mess that you’ve created
First date to slight hate
Love life
What’s that?

Lalalalalalalalala Love Life
What’s that?
Lalalalalalalalala Love Life
What’s that?

Grey clouds above me
Like when you said you love me
Winds blowing me away
But part of me will always stay
Eyes closed, arms wide
Embrace the storm that I feel inside
No more crying, no more crying
I don’t mind a chop or two
But god I love that sound, sound
Thunder of my inner chaos slowly calming
Down, down
I look up in the sky
No longer seeing you
Look up in the sky
See the sun coming through

Lalalalalalalalala Love Life
What’s that?
Lalalalalalalalala Love Life
Heartaches and mistakes, how many hits can a good girl take.
I’m tired of hurting, slowly learning
Irate, you’re too late,
Look at the mess that you’ve created
First date you slide hate
Love life
What’s that?
Lalalalalalalalala Love Life (What’s that?)
Lalalalalalalalala Love Life (What’s that?)

Totally ironic considering what I was writing about yet completely perfect!
I'm okay. I love to smile. I love to laugh. I love life!
LizMarie:)

1 comment:

Meg said...

I am soooo happy for you!!!